It's a trap

So, I shall be doing a little ranting in this post. It might get long.

First: Sexism

~: FUCKING STOP IT PEOPLE. In my english language class, we were learning about differences in how sexs speak and are portrayed. For the most part it was in good humour, which I didn't mind. I will admit to being sexis, racist and homophobic in jest, but I don't honestly mean in. But after a while it just got damn offensive. And some people seemed to think boys HAVE to act like boys, and girls HAVE to act like girls. God forbid someone doesn't act like or identify as their cis gender, aswel. Go eat your fucking stereotypes, I'm going to sit here, play games, watch porn and drink some beer.

~: How come guys can do everything and be cool, yet it is the other way around for girls? I admit, I have been acting... inapropriately towards a guy who is taken. So then, I am branded a whore, a slut, a sket. My behaviour is appaling. And for acting in the same way, he is... well, none of the above. Hypocrisy much? Stupid people.

Second: Drugs

~: If I want to smoke, I will. If I want to take drugs, I will. It doesn't make me a bad person, it won't even change me. Simply because all the time you have known me, i've been on drugs. You only found out recently, but it has been going on for 6 years now. Sorry to dissapoint you.

Third: Eating

~: I'm not eating. Get the fuck over it.

Fourth: Mental health

~: I am losing it. I am becoming crazy and suicidal, and I know I won't survive this time. I don't have long left. But seriously, stop fucking worrying about it. I'm not worried.

Fifth: College

~: I'll finish college before I kill myself. Don't worry your pretty little heads. Also, college is too stressful. HATE.