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I hate myself.

<3<3<3

Why haven't I talked to you recently?

FUCK YOU. I'M STRONGER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE.

You will not scare me. I'll scare you sooner.
You will not hurt me. I'll hurt you.
You will not make me cry. Maybe scream, in pleasure, benifits of being a masochist.
I will not feel guilt. For I am a tyrannical sadist.
I shall not fall. I'm watching your every move.
You shall not win. I will make you lose.
You shall not live. I will kill you.

Oh, thankyou

Laura Gibbon:

Just wondering if you were okay today in psychology? I thought I saw you crying?
Sorry I know you don't know me but I hate people being upset lol :)

I smiled.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Of course I still love you, Leyla. Probably always will.

And RE: me losing weight.

FOR FUCK SAKE, I HAVE TO.

See, I want to sing for a living. That's why I'm going to move to Japan, I love VK too much.

Now, see these people?







Do they look fat?

I think not.

They make it in music, so I have to be like them.

KTHNXBAI

You still make me cry...

I shouldn't still love you... damnit. Thank god I love Katty so much more, or i'd never get through it.

I'm giving myself until the new year to lose 3 stone. Then I need to keep myself at 5 stone from then on. It will be a challenge, but I have to do it. So around a UK size 6, US size 4. If i'm lucky, i might get down to a UK size 4, US size 2.

Good luck to me.

No more eating until next Thursday. I ate 6 onion rings on Tuesday.

I should be happy for you...

... But I can't help being jelous.

Why can't people care for me the way they care for you?

I'm rotting from the outside

I actually am... what the fuck is happening?

Before it was just sore, then i got spots all ove my legs...

Now all my skin is peeling off...

Memories...

Me: RIGHT HERE IT ISSSS

So, Kyo's hair from the live in Italy:



OMG STRAIGHTENEDDDDD

It's like going back in time, give it a month and we will have this:



Now, there are 3 possible reasons why Kyo straightened his hair. 1, he wanted to. 2, he is having a midlife crisis.



and 3, He is the Doctor's RL companion



Obviously, 3 is what I think is true. Now this is what I think happened. Kyo met Doctor, and went travelling to meet VK!Kyo











And now VK!Kyo is going to take over the world, but so no-one goes OMFG VK!KYO, he is only straightening the hair for now. dresses will come later.

Leyla: lmao. thats the most random thing ever
but his hair in the first one.... agghththhhrhhshaa

i bet shinya done it for him

Me: Oh yar.

Sluty VK!Kyo bribed him with sex

Nom: LOL

Char: His hair!
I loved VK Kyo! *is hoping they go back to that and start playing Yurameki at gigs again*


Me: Well, If VK!Kyo can pursuade the rest of them...

or he could go have sex with the Doctor again and swap present!Dir en grey for VK! Dir en grey

Uh...

"Ha you said... tis bad. btw hi **** :D"

Hello :D

I know you don't I? REVEAL YOURSELF!!!!

Oh deary me...

My mum and sister just found out I wrote porn...

Good god.

This is bad.

The NaNoWriMo Adventure

I have started a new blog, purely for recording my NaNoWriMo experiences. I'll start posting in it tomorrow.

Blog is here

For those who don't know, NaNoWriMo is National Novel Writing Month. From November 1st until November 30th, thoousands of people all over the world will be franticly trying to reach the target of a 50,000 word novel. To put that in perspective, Twilight is around 25,000. That means 1,667 words a day.

Wish me luck.