Saturday, 6 February 2010

Thin Is In. Ana is the way.

Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork.

Your stomach shouldn't be a waist basket.

A diet is the penalty we pay for exceeding the feed limit.

More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.

Albert Einstein, who discovered that a tiny amount of mass is equal to a huge amount of energy, which explains why, as Einstein himself so eloquently put it in a famous 1939 speech to the Physics Department at Princeton, "You have to exercise for a week to work off the thigh fat from a single Snickers."

If hunger is not the problem, then eating is not the solution.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst, for they are sticking to their diets.

To lengthen your life, shorten your meals.

You can't lose weight by talking about it. You have to keep your mouth shut.

My advice if you insist on slimming: Eat as much as you like - just don't swallow it.

We never repent of having eaten too little.

Not afraid of heights - afraid of widths.

If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner.

Obesity is a mental state, a disease brought on by boredom and disappointment.

Another good reducing exercise consists in placing both hands against the table edge and pushing back.

You can never be too rich or too thin.

You want food? Look at those THIGHS!

The only freedom left is the freedom to starve.

Time spent wasting is not wasted time.

Bones define who we really are, let them show.

Do you really want to be that weight for the rest of your life!?!?

Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else.

Fridge pickers wear big knickers.

Eating the wrong foods is what helped me to gain weight.

Eat less, weigh less.

Food is the we all must quit.

Those bones don't mean I'm skinny, they mean there's more to lose.

Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person.

Starving is not pain, it's the cure.

Happy or sad, rich or poor, it's better being thin.

Thin is a Skill.

Is food more important than your health, your appearance, your quality of life???

What's in your lips today is in your hips tommorow!

Thin has a taste all its own

Calories can't make you happy.

I don't take the first little bite; I don't begin. I have no problem

Keep yourself awake. If you sleep, you aren't burning calories.

The more they give me, the less I'll eat.

Brain cells come and go, but fat cells live forever.

One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of candy can make a woman gain 5 pounds.

Starve my pain away, make me beautiful, make everything ok, turn my problems into bone, crush them up, gather the remains, blow away the dust.

Thin is beautiful but even thinner is perfection.

Thin is forever.

I do eat: only what is needed for . I can't help it that we live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norn, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves.

Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin

The greasy fry, it cannot lie, its truth is written on your thigh

Eat to live, but don't live to eat

Hunger hurts but starving works

Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.

If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.

Those who think they have not time for bodily exercise will sooner or later have to find time for illness.

Every calorie you eat equals another step toward destruction.

Starving is not pain, it's the cure

Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.

Within me lies a treasure hunt, when I lose- I win.

I'm not yet a winner. I could be thinner. So I must go throw up dinner.

A flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.

You aren't defeated when you lose, your only defeated when you quit!

Do not give up on what you want most, for what you want at the moment.

What the scale says is the most important thing.

Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad

Being thin and not eating are signs of true willpower and success.

Like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take it's nourishment from the air.

The difference between want and need is self control

Stop poisoning your body with food.

If you have weight to lose, lose it. It wouldn't be there if you weren't supposed to lose it.

Every time I have the opportunity to eat, I have the strenght to refuse.

An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today.

Know that the pain will pass... when it passes... you will be stronger, happier, and more aware.

Everything I want to be, I am, only buried under a layer of fat.

Strict is my diet, I must not want.

Ana, my friend, my companion.

My scale is never happy, neither am I.

Good girls don't swallow

If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner, And take to light claret instead of pale ale; Look down with an utter contempt on butter, And never touch bread till it’s toasted - or stale.

This is my personal challenge for me. I'm going to try so hard! Laugh at me if you want; I wont let that effect me. I can do this, Only I can let myself fail.

I dream of things, you laugh at. You laugh at me for making goals that are too high. You make fun behind my back, because I reach them

I strive for perfection, I drive myself on that. My dream may be far off, but each kilo that falls off, I am one step closer than before. Knowing I am getting closer, gives me energy to keep going. So I do not give up.

An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person

I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness

Thinner is winner

I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easyit was.

I, the hunger artist, rarely disappoint my audience

If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive.

Being thin is more important that being healthy.

Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.

You've made a decision: you wont stop. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are STRONG, can withstand anything, that you are NOT a slave to your body, that you don't have to give in to it's whining.

I've freed myself from this compulsion of eating. When I wake, I am empty, light, light-headed; I love to stay ts way, free and pure, light on my feet, travelling as a feather.

For me, foods only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist each bite. Acheiving another small victory of the will. Each gain makes me stronger, purer, larger in my excersizes of power, until eventually I see no reason to eat at all.

Perfection is easy - it equals not being fat.

There will be long, lean days ahead... Desire can be quelled by a single act of will.

Greed begins where need ends - and we need nothing. Eating is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You are strong, don't let them break you. They are trying to destroy you.

Remeasure, reweigh, try harder

The more they give me, the less I'll eat.

Dear Ana,
I know I'm undeserving,
But please,
Grant me the willpower to turn down food,
Give me the strength to ignore my hunger,
Help me be what you want me to be,
Help me be perfect,
So I can be loved.

They always say they're concerned about me, about my health, when all they want to do is control me. They want to pin me down and force-feed me with lies, with what they call
love. Like prisoners everywhere, all I have left is the power to refuse.

You will be tempted quite frequently, and you will have to choose whether you shall enjoy the twenty minutes or so that you will be consuming empty calories, whether you will cordially despise yourself for two or three days for lack of willpower.

One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure, clean shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up.

Quod me nutrit, me destruit. (That which nourishes me destroys me.)

Why can't they realize my strength, how much it's taken to make so little of myself?

It's simple: you decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there is no further decision to make.

when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.

Sunday, 31 January 2010

Thankyou

You are so beautiful, more so when wet with blood...

I'm so glad you broke my heart, I'm so in love now, I couldn't have this without losing you first.

Thankyou.

Sunday, 17 January 2010

GOD-DAMN-MOTHER-FUCKING-NERD-WAR

Beth: Imma Firin' Ma Lazaaarrrr POWWWWWW!
shoopdawoop. ♥

Me: YOUR GONNA DIE MOTHERFUCKER!

Beth: Lmfao, we are WAAAYYY too cool ;D
Guess wut.
I shall be back at College on Tuesday, gutted for you ;) ♥

Me: Oh we are ;)
YA WAT? Biiiiatch >< XD

Beth: Oh. Oh. Fine then. No, just no, i'm just not gonna talk to you on Tues now so FFFFFFFUUU. ♥

Me: FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU Talk to me you sexy lady ;D

Beth: Oh no, you've gone and upset me now so :3

Me: What if I come to class naked? XD

Beth: ...I guess I might talk to you for a little bit then. ;)
2 words: BOOM HEADSHOTTTTTT

Me: Oh yeah ;D *diessssss*

Beth: Thats you sorted then. No birthday suit for you XD

Me: BRAAIIIINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Yus. You made me into a zombie.
A FUCKING ZOMBIEEEEE

Beth: I think those zombie MOTHER FUCKAAAA's should die ;)

Me: Hell yeah. ZOMBIE KILLING SQUAD GO!!!!

Beth: You realise you just created a Zombie killing squad to kill YOU? Nobbbbb :P

Me: FOR GREAT JUSTICE!!! I sacrifice myself for the greater good!

Beth: Goodo, you zombie freak :)

Me:
*nomzzzz*

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Victorian Maiden, Level 46.

Ever met another lolita who seems to know it all? Fabulous hair, mincing steps, and some sort of savoir-faire that you're missing? Ever wanted to know how to 'level up'? You're not the only one. How do you jump from ita to lolita extraordinare? Well, you use this handy level-counter of course!

Each criteria is a level. Add up your total and then put yourself into a category. Repost this to your own blog, website, or journal, bolding the ones that apply to you, and then show your score/level at the bottom. The only rule is that you must add one lolita 'level' to the list!

LOLITA LEVEL START!

You've been to egl.
You've posted on egl, without an onslaught of 'USE THE MEMORIES' and likewise.
You've bought a lolita mook.
You've picked a favorite brand.
You've ordered your first item.
You've worn a full outfit.
You've worn a full outfit out in public.
You've worn a full outfit and posted photos of it on the Internet.
You know what JSK, OP, and cutsew all mean.
You've bought your first brand piece.
You know your measurements.
You know you shoe size - in American, European, and Japanese.
You know who Mr. Yan is.
You know who Mana is. (+1 points if you know his band. +2 points if you know his brand. +3) points if you know why he's featured in every GLB. +4 if you have a shrine to him in your closet.)
You know who Maki and Asuka are. (+2 if you've met Maki and Asuka).
You've watched Kamikaze Girls. (+1 if you know the real name of this movie. +2 if you know who wrote the book this was based on. +3 if you've also read the manga or novel. +4 if you love the author despite his criminal record.)
You own a wig. (+1 if you own more than 2.)
You own a pair of falls.
You can identify lace on the spot.
You can identify an item's brand on the spot.
You can identify the year a dress was made by a specific brand on the spot.
You can name several different dresses or prints.
You answer stock photo requests.
You mod a lolita community.
You decorate your nails. (+1 if you wear fake nails. +2 if you make fake nails.)
You own a pair of a rocking horse shoes. (+1 if you know their abbreviation.)
You've made your own rose corsage.
You've made anything out of your brand dress's waist ties.
You've made anything out of a matching eco tote. (+3 if you were the first one to do it, you think).
You know how to apply false eyelashes.
You know how to pronounce shirring.
You know how to pronounce Moi-meme-moitie, or Metamorphose tempes de fille.
You know a reliable shopping service.
You bid on Yahoo!Japan or Mbok.
You've been to a meetup.
You've planned a meetup.
You've planned a meetup with catering or more than 20 attendees.
You've met up with lolitas while on vacation to foreign or faraway locales.
You've seen a lolita fashion show.
You've seen a brand fashion show.
You've modeled in a lolita fashion show.
You've modeled in a brand lolita fashion show.
You wear bloomers.
You know how to make bloomers.
You tell other people to wear bloomers.
You draw lolita art, write a lolita blog, or provide the community with some sort of creative services.
You've taken purikura in lolita.
You've decorated your room/house/apartment in lolita style.
You've listened to lolita music.
You've learned kana.
You've learned enough Japanese to read a magazine.
You wear or own circle lenses.
You've been called a princess by a young child.
You've dressed up a friend.
You've convert a friend.
You've been in media (television, newspaper, magazine). (+2 points if it's Japanese media.)
You've learned a handicraft, like jewelry making, embroidery, or sewing.
You've become a lolita mentor.
You've attended lolita events at an anime or multi-genre convention.
You’ve organized or presented lolita events at a convention.
You've visited a brand shop.
Trip to Japan!
You've dressed up and gone out alone.
You're prepared for inclement or colder weather in lolita (coat, parasol, boots, gloves, other climate-specific items.)
You've learned face contouring.
You've made a lolita valentine.
You've got a lolita pen pal or online lolita friends.
You have local lolita friends.
You know how to modify clothes that don't fit you.
You know how to dress for your body type.
You've been in a street snap.
You've been to multiple world locations of the same brand store (BABY Paris, BABY Tokyo, BABY San Francisco, etc.)
You've created a makeup/hair/sewing tutorial.
You've sold hand-created lolita goods.
You have your own lolita fashion line.
You've gotten a lolita haircut, style, or color.
You've mixed other street fashions with lolita.
You've thrown a lolita party/had a lolita wedding.
You've dressed your child/small children in lolita or kodona style.
You've successfully cross-dressed in lolita style at least once (boystyle for girls and girls' clothing for guys).
You've lolified or made sure all the contents of your purse are cute (wallet, lipgloss, keyring, etc.)
You have a lolita pet (small dogs, cats, rabbits, exotic birds, fancy fish) or have dressed/accessorized your pet (bows or pet clothes).
You've dressed your significant other or dated someone who dresses in J-fashion/alternative fashion.
You've read Alice in Wonderland. (+1 if you've seen the animated movie or other variations, +2 if you've seen more than one variation, +3 if you own more than one variation)
You've dressed as Alice or another Wonderland character in lolita style, or own Alice themed items.
You've made something from a Japanese pattern.
You've found, bought, or made lolita underwear (bras and panties).
You wear lolita daily, or have gone 7 days straight wearing only lolita.
You have lolita calling cards or business cards.
You play a lolita instrument (i.e., piano, violin, harp, French horn... well any instrument really.)
You can translate yen to your country's currency in your head. (+1 if you can convert other currencies you shop with as well. +2 if you read the news to know how the yen is doing.)
You've sold lolita clothing online (secondhand, egl_comm_sales).
Your article or entry has been put into the egl memories.
You take photos of your outfits/daily outfit photos.
You’ve posted to daily_lolita.
You own a petticoat. (+1 if you own more than one. +2 if you wear three or more at a time).
You’ve bought a lucky pack.
You keep a style diary or look-book.
You can put together an outfit made entirely from offbrand.
You’ve bought offbrand or non-Japanese brand.

Adorable Admirer (lvls 1 - 20) You've started studying or liking lolita but haven't taken that leap of faith yet. Good luck!

Resplendant Rufflebutt (lvls 21 - 40) At home within the land of the rufflebutts and spilling frills from every edge.

Victorian Maiden (lvls 41 - 60) A classy lolita of taste and experience, who knows her way around the lolita social set.

Starry Celebrity (lvls 61 - 80) On page six of the lolita world, you've risen to the ring of the upper crust.

Pretty Princess (lvls 81 - 100) Lolita royalty, truly versed in the ways of the lacey ones, the lolita princesses have achieved a special level of enlightenment.

Ultimate Lolita (Boss Fight!) (lvls 100+) Wow, you've gotten over 100 levels? You're the ultimate lolita with unlimited hitpoints. That's actually a little scary...





Given I don't even have one full co-ord, I am quite proud of myself ^_^

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Lilly

There is only one flower left...
Just one...

It is white for now. Not yet fully bloomed, waiting.
Never will it be red.
Now black.
Dry.
Dead.
Crumbled.

Because you left that beautiful flower, that beautiful rose.
You never saw her bleed.
Never loved her, not once.
You never kissed her, or held her.
You didn't warn her, or bid her farewell.

I'd say it is uncaring, but I know I'd do the same...
I tried my hardest...
I will always understand, know what it feels like to be like you...

You don't believe me, but I know.

Please, please stay.

Friday, 1 January 2010

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
1.9
Mind:
1.4
Body:
2.4
Spirit:
2.4
Friends/Family:
4.3
Love:
3.6
Finance:
0.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Happy new year

I've been catching up on blogs.

I can't stand being mentioned in Leyla's blog.

And Leyla is honestly the biggest bitch ever.