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I hate myself.

<3<3<3

Why haven't I talked to you recently?

FUCK YOU. I'M STRONGER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE.

You will not scare me. I'll scare you sooner.
You will not hurt me. I'll hurt you.
You will not make me cry. Maybe scream, in pleasure, benifits of being a masochist.
I will not feel guilt. For I am a tyrannical sadist.
I shall not fall. I'm watching your every move.
You shall not win. I will make you lose.
You shall not live. I will kill you.

Oh, thankyou

Laura Gibbon:

Just wondering if you were okay today in psychology? I thought I saw you crying?
Sorry I know you don't know me but I hate people being upset lol :)

I smiled.

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Of course I still love you, Leyla. Probably always will.

And RE: me losing weight.

FOR FUCK SAKE, I HAVE TO.

See, I want to sing for a living. That's why I'm going to move to Japan, I love VK too much.

Now, see these people?







Do they look fat?

I think not.

They make it in music, so I have to be like them.

KTHNXBAI

You still make me cry...

I shouldn't still love you... damnit. Thank god I love Katty so much more, or i'd never get through it.

I'm giving myself until the new year to lose 3 stone. Then I need to keep myself at 5 stone from then on. It will be a challenge, but I have to do it. So around a UK size 6, US size 4. If i'm lucky, i might get down to a UK size 4, US size 2.

Good luck to me.

No more eating until next Thursday. I ate 6 onion rings on Tuesday.

I should be happy for you...

... But I can't help being jelous.

Why can't people care for me the way they care for you?