FUCKERS I'M BACK.

Take a look at this:

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.5
Mind:	5.6
Body:	5.2
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	5.9
Love:	7.7
Finance:	1.9
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Everything is amazing.

I have Kieron and...
A baby on the way!

Fo srs. 10 weeks pregnant ^^

FUCK YOU ALL, I'M HAPPY.

OMG, I made hell

Oakland Raider Fans, The New York Yankees
Circle I Limbo

Hipsters, Riceboys
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Democrats, Osama bin Laden
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Steve Jobs, General asshats
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Rednecks, George Bush
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Trixies, DMV Employees
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies, Bill Gates
Circle VII Burning Sands

PETA Members, Militant Vegans
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Republicans, Scientologists, Creationists, The Pope
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Dead Forever

I told him this would be the last time my heart could be broken.

Ben, I love you. I'm so sorry.

Sam's memorial tomorrow... I feel worse for Linzi though. She isn't to blame for his death. Drinking with him doesn't mean it's her fault he was punched.

It will never be your fault.

Thakyou for the hugs, Kieron.

New life rating:

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	2
Mind:	1.6
Body:	2
Spirit:	2.1
Friends/Family:	3.3
Love:	1.4
Finance:	0.6
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44 of Forever

I wonder how many times
I can glue these ropes back together,
And how many holes I'LL need to stitch
By the time YOU realise that I'M

Far from perfect,
And still need to learn
That honesty is best
And touching another is wrong.
And really I'M a beast
With a taste for innocent blood,
And I'LL tread on YOUR fingers
While YOU'RE holding on for dear life.

I wonder how many times
YOU will accept my apologies.
I promise I'M not lying
When I'M saying sorry,
Or I wouldn't tear it in MY flesh,

To make ME far from perfect
And still needing to learn
That beauty doesn't exist
And OUR lives are never long.
And I'M some sort of monster
Who will eat YOUR weak heart,
And tread on YOUR grave
To lay the flowers I made of MY skin.

And still I wonder if,
YOU were to read this,
And understand
How much YOU'RE giving up,
And realise
How much I will hurt YOU,
And Imagine
Just how much I love you,
And what I'M giving up,
And how much I'M hurting,
And Just how much I love,

I wonder if YOU would keep ME,
Even though I'M

Far from perfect,
And still need to learn
That love still exists
And that what MY mind tells ME is wrong.
And that MY heart will tell ME
What is right and what is real,
And take ME to MY death
With a smile and with YOUR hand.

And can YOU make ME perfect
And help ME somehow learn,
That YOU really do love ME,
And that YOU can make ME strong.
And not to be afraid of
Letting it all out to YOU,
And walk with ME forever
And make MY flowers bloom.

And the others never meant a thing.
The whole time I was thinking of YOU.

LIFE IS GOOD???????

I'm so happy for "Lauren", darling, you have no idea how happy it makes me to know that you are happy and in love. Don't ever let her go!

Speaking of love...

Ben, omfg. I love you, even though you annoy me a little sometimes. And you are lazier than me, wtf. And even though you will probably die long before I do. But it's worth it. I fucking love you.

Also, rated my life again:

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.1
Mind:	4.7
Body:	5
Spirit:	5.8
Friends/Family:	6.7
Love:	7.7
Finance:	2.3
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click the link to see my previous rating: clicky!!!

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My lovelies~

I am going to create my alter ego, properly. So The alter ego owns this blog, now has an email address, a deviantart, soon a facebook...

Maybe I won't exist soon...

Saku Filth's email: sakufilth@pornotypefilth.jp
Saku Filth's DeviantArt: cyanide-butterflies.deviantart.com

As for mine... go fuck yourself. That's private.