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Sunday 28 February 2010
Good mother fucking weekend
Friday:
I got mashed at Josh's. Bud and booze, omnomnom. Perksy shagged Meg, jelous much! Then Perksy fingered me, fuuuck. He wouldn't let me get away, it was a bit fucking scary. But his hand round my neck was hot. South Park is amazing when stoned, fuck yes. Hotboxing Josh's room with the smoke machine was mint. And Jakey is so cuddly :3 I feel like a prat for kissing him. Got home like, an hour and a half late because I fell asleep on Jakey.
Saturday:
Got my arse in to town, still mashed off my head. I saw Luke, he moaned at me for not smoking a half ounce with him the night before :D I rang Kirsty and met her at Rivers, and some HUGE fight was going on between hot Meg (a different Meg) and Tash. Tash is such a slag. We wnt to chill for a bit under the bridge, I met some sexy people, Kelly's hair is hot, and April is cool. we smoked a bit of bud, then headed into town with Josh. I bought Kirsty a coffee, then asked her out. She said wait 3 days. I spent the whole day crying over Katty. Tash told Kirsty's mum that Kirsty smokes weed, OH MY FUCKING GOD I WANT TO FUCKING KILL TASH.
Headed to Josh's, was pure laughs. Smoked from a bong, little Alex was so cute smoking. Bless, he is adorable. We walked around in our underwear for ages. And oh my god, Nadine is one hell of a good fuck. Shit, she is hot! I worried about Kirsty though, I still do.
Hell mother fucking yeah, my weekend kicked ass.
I got mashed at Josh's. Bud and booze, omnomnom. Perksy shagged Meg, jelous much! Then Perksy fingered me, fuuuck. He wouldn't let me get away, it was a bit fucking scary. But his hand round my neck was hot. South Park is amazing when stoned, fuck yes. Hotboxing Josh's room with the smoke machine was mint. And Jakey is so cuddly :3 I feel like a prat for kissing him. Got home like, an hour and a half late because I fell asleep on Jakey.
Saturday:
Got my arse in to town, still mashed off my head. I saw Luke, he moaned at me for not smoking a half ounce with him the night before :D I rang Kirsty and met her at Rivers, and some HUGE fight was going on between hot Meg (a different Meg) and Tash. Tash is such a slag. We wnt to chill for a bit under the bridge, I met some sexy people, Kelly's hair is hot, and April is cool. we smoked a bit of bud, then headed into town with Josh. I bought Kirsty a coffee, then asked her out. She said wait 3 days. I spent the whole day crying over Katty. Tash told Kirsty's mum that Kirsty smokes weed, OH MY FUCKING GOD I WANT TO FUCKING KILL TASH.
Headed to Josh's, was pure laughs. Smoked from a bong, little Alex was so cute smoking. Bless, he is adorable. We walked around in our underwear for ages. And oh my god, Nadine is one hell of a good fuck. Shit, she is hot! I worried about Kirsty though, I still do.
Hell mother fucking yeah, my weekend kicked ass.
Saturday 20 February 2010
KIRSTYYYYYYY
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/pages/3-Kirsty-Patterson-is-beautiful-3/340929100497?ref=ts
I beg of you all, please join.
I texted Kirsty this morning. Around ten minutes ago, I got a text from her friend.She won't move, talk, eat. I'm beyond worried.
I beg of you all, please join.
I texted Kirsty this morning. Around ten minutes ago, I got a text from her friend.She won't move, talk, eat. I'm beyond worried.
Sunday 14 February 2010
Monday 8 February 2010
Failing so badly
465 calories so far today. 700 when I get home.
I have started designing my dress for the fruits catwalk and my slutwear for the JCC concert. 8 months left to finish them.
I have started designing my dress for the fruits catwalk and my slutwear for the JCC concert. 8 months left to finish them.
Saturday 6 February 2010
Thin Is In. Ana is the way.
Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork.
Your stomach shouldn't be a waist basket.
A diet is the penalty we pay for exceeding the feed limit.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Albert Einstein, who discovered that a tiny amount of mass is equal to a huge amount of energy, which explains why, as Einstein himself so eloquently put it in a famous 1939 speech to the Physics Department at Princeton, "You have to exercise for a week to work off the thigh fat from a single Snickers."
If hunger is not the problem, then eating is not the solution.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst, for they are sticking to their diets.
To lengthen your life, shorten your meals.
You can't lose weight by talking about it. You have to keep your mouth shut.
My advice if you insist on slimming: Eat as much as you like - just don't swallow it.
We never repent of having eaten too little.
Not afraid of heights - afraid of widths.
If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner.
Obesity is a mental state, a disease brought on by boredom and disappointment.
Another good reducing exercise consists in placing both hands against the table edge and pushing back.
You can never be too rich or too thin.
You want food? Look at those THIGHS!
The only freedom left is the freedom to starve.
Time spent wasting is not wasted time.
Bones define who we really are, let them show.
Do you really want to be that weight for the rest of your life!?!?
Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else.
Fridge pickers wear big knickers.
Eating the wrong foods is what helped me to gain weight.
Eat less, weigh less.
Food is the we all must quit.
Those bones don't mean I'm skinny, they mean there's more to lose.
Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person.
Starving is not pain, it's the cure.
Happy or sad, rich or poor, it's better being thin.
Thin is a Skill.
Is food more important than your health, your appearance, your quality of life???
What's in your lips today is in your hips tommorow!
Thin has a taste all its own
Calories can't make you happy.
I don't take the first little bite; I don't begin. I have no problem
Keep yourself awake. If you sleep, you aren't burning calories.
The more they give me, the less I'll eat.
Brain cells come and go, but fat cells live forever.
One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of candy can make a woman gain 5 pounds.
Starve my pain away, make me beautiful, make everything ok, turn my problems into bone, crush them up, gather the remains, blow away the dust.
Thin is beautiful but even thinner is perfection.
Thin is forever.
I do eat: only what is needed for . I can't help it that we live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norn, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves.
Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin
The greasy fry, it cannot lie, its truth is written on your thigh
Eat to live, but don't live to eat
Hunger hurts but starving works
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.
Those who think they have not time for bodily exercise will sooner or later have to find time for illness.
Every calorie you eat equals another step toward destruction.
Starving is not pain, it's the cure
Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.
Within me lies a treasure hunt, when I lose- I win.
I'm not yet a winner. I could be thinner. So I must go throw up dinner.
A flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.
You aren't defeated when you lose, your only defeated when you quit!
Do not give up on what you want most, for what you want at the moment.
What the scale says is the most important thing.
Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad
Being thin and not eating are signs of true willpower and success.
Like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take it's nourishment from the air.
The difference between want and need is self control
Stop poisoning your body with food.
If you have weight to lose, lose it. It wouldn't be there if you weren't supposed to lose it.
Every time I have the opportunity to eat, I have the strenght to refuse.
An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today.
Know that the pain will pass... when it passes... you will be stronger, happier, and more aware.
Everything I want to be, I am, only buried under a layer of fat.
Strict is my diet, I must not want.
Ana, my friend, my companion.
My scale is never happy, neither am I.
Good girls don't swallow
If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner, And take to light claret instead of pale ale; Look down with an utter contempt on butter, And never touch bread till it’s toasted - or stale.
This is my personal challenge for me. I'm going to try so hard! Laugh at me if you want; I wont let that effect me. I can do this, Only I can let myself fail.
I dream of things, you laugh at. You laugh at me for making goals that are too high. You make fun behind my back, because I reach them
I strive for perfection, I drive myself on that. My dream may be far off, but each kilo that falls off, I am one step closer than before. Knowing I am getting closer, gives me energy to keep going. So I do not give up.
An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person
I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness
Thinner is winner
I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easyit was.
I, the hunger artist, rarely disappoint my audience
If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive.
Being thin is more important that being healthy.
Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
You've made a decision: you wont stop. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are STRONG, can withstand anything, that you are NOT a slave to your body, that you don't have to give in to it's whining.
I've freed myself from this compulsion of eating. When I wake, I am empty, light, light-headed; I love to stay ts way, free and pure, light on my feet, travelling as a feather.
For me, foods only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist each bite. Acheiving another small victory of the will. Each gain makes me stronger, purer, larger in my excersizes of power, until eventually I see no reason to eat at all.
Perfection is easy - it equals not being fat.
There will be long, lean days ahead... Desire can be quelled by a single act of will.
Greed begins where need ends - and we need nothing. Eating is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You are strong, don't let them break you. They are trying to destroy you.
Remeasure, reweigh, try harder
The more they give me, the less I'll eat.
Dear Ana,
I know I'm undeserving,
But please,
Grant me the willpower to turn down food,
Give me the strength to ignore my hunger,
Help me be what you want me to be,
Help me be perfect,
So I can be loved.
They always say they're concerned about me, about my health, when all they want to do is control me. They want to pin me down and force-feed me with lies, with what they call
love. Like prisoners everywhere, all I have left is the power to refuse.
You will be tempted quite frequently, and you will have to choose whether you shall enjoy the twenty minutes or so that you will be consuming empty calories, whether you will cordially despise yourself for two or three days for lack of willpower.
One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure, clean shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up.
Quod me nutrit, me destruit. (That which nourishes me destroys me.)
Why can't they realize my strength, how much it's taken to make so little of myself?
It's simple: you decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there is no further decision to make.
when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.
Your stomach shouldn't be a waist basket.
A diet is the penalty we pay for exceeding the feed limit.
More die in the United States of too much food than of too little.
Albert Einstein, who discovered that a tiny amount of mass is equal to a huge amount of energy, which explains why, as Einstein himself so eloquently put it in a famous 1939 speech to the Physics Department at Princeton, "You have to exercise for a week to work off the thigh fat from a single Snickers."
If hunger is not the problem, then eating is not the solution.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst, for they are sticking to their diets.
To lengthen your life, shorten your meals.
You can't lose weight by talking about it. You have to keep your mouth shut.
My advice if you insist on slimming: Eat as much as you like - just don't swallow it.
We never repent of having eaten too little.
Not afraid of heights - afraid of widths.
If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner.
Obesity is a mental state, a disease brought on by boredom and disappointment.
Another good reducing exercise consists in placing both hands against the table edge and pushing back.
You can never be too rich or too thin.
You want food? Look at those THIGHS!
The only freedom left is the freedom to starve.
Time spent wasting is not wasted time.
Bones define who we really are, let them show.
Do you really want to be that weight for the rest of your life!?!?
Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else.
Fridge pickers wear big knickers.
Eating the wrong foods is what helped me to gain weight.
Eat less, weigh less.
Food is the we all must quit.
Those bones don't mean I'm skinny, they mean there's more to lose.
Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person.
Starving is not pain, it's the cure.
Happy or sad, rich or poor, it's better being thin.
Thin is a Skill.
Is food more important than your health, your appearance, your quality of life???
What's in your lips today is in your hips tommorow!
Thin has a taste all its own
Calories can't make you happy.
I don't take the first little bite; I don't begin. I have no problem
Keep yourself awake. If you sleep, you aren't burning calories.
The more they give me, the less I'll eat.
Brain cells come and go, but fat cells live forever.
One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of candy can make a woman gain 5 pounds.
Starve my pain away, make me beautiful, make everything ok, turn my problems into bone, crush them up, gather the remains, blow away the dust.
Thin is beautiful but even thinner is perfection.
Thin is forever.
I do eat: only what is needed for . I can't help it that we live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norn, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves.
Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin
The greasy fry, it cannot lie, its truth is written on your thigh
Eat to live, but don't live to eat
Hunger hurts but starving works
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.
Those who think they have not time for bodily exercise will sooner or later have to find time for illness.
Every calorie you eat equals another step toward destruction.
Starving is not pain, it's the cure
Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.
Within me lies a treasure hunt, when I lose- I win.
I'm not yet a winner. I could be thinner. So I must go throw up dinner.
A flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.
You aren't defeated when you lose, your only defeated when you quit!
Do not give up on what you want most, for what you want at the moment.
What the scale says is the most important thing.
Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad
Being thin and not eating are signs of true willpower and success.
Like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take it's nourishment from the air.
The difference between want and need is self control
Stop poisoning your body with food.
If you have weight to lose, lose it. It wouldn't be there if you weren't supposed to lose it.
Every time I have the opportunity to eat, I have the strenght to refuse.
An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today.
Know that the pain will pass... when it passes... you will be stronger, happier, and more aware.
Everything I want to be, I am, only buried under a layer of fat.
Strict is my diet, I must not want.
Ana, my friend, my companion.
My scale is never happy, neither am I.
Good girls don't swallow
If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner, And take to light claret instead of pale ale; Look down with an utter contempt on butter, And never touch bread till it’s toasted - or stale.
This is my personal challenge for me. I'm going to try so hard! Laugh at me if you want; I wont let that effect me. I can do this, Only I can let myself fail.
I dream of things, you laugh at. You laugh at me for making goals that are too high. You make fun behind my back, because I reach them
I strive for perfection, I drive myself on that. My dream may be far off, but each kilo that falls off, I am one step closer than before. Knowing I am getting closer, gives me energy to keep going. So I do not give up.
An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person
I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness
Thinner is winner
I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easyit was.
I, the hunger artist, rarely disappoint my audience
If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive.
Being thin is more important that being healthy.
Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
You've made a decision: you wont stop. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are STRONG, can withstand anything, that you are NOT a slave to your body, that you don't have to give in to it's whining.
I've freed myself from this compulsion of eating. When I wake, I am empty, light, light-headed; I love to stay ts way, free and pure, light on my feet, travelling as a feather.
For me, foods only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist each bite. Acheiving another small victory of the will. Each gain makes me stronger, purer, larger in my excersizes of power, until eventually I see no reason to eat at all.
Perfection is easy - it equals not being fat.
There will be long, lean days ahead... Desire can be quelled by a single act of will.
Greed begins where need ends - and we need nothing. Eating is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You are strong, don't let them break you. They are trying to destroy you.
Remeasure, reweigh, try harder
The more they give me, the less I'll eat.
Dear Ana,
I know I'm undeserving,
But please,
Grant me the willpower to turn down food,
Give me the strength to ignore my hunger,
Help me be what you want me to be,
Help me be perfect,
So I can be loved.
They always say they're concerned about me, about my health, when all they want to do is control me. They want to pin me down and force-feed me with lies, with what they call
love. Like prisoners everywhere, all I have left is the power to refuse.
You will be tempted quite frequently, and you will have to choose whether you shall enjoy the twenty minutes or so that you will be consuming empty calories, whether you will cordially despise yourself for two or three days for lack of willpower.
One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure, clean shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up.
Quod me nutrit, me destruit. (That which nourishes me destroys me.)
Why can't they realize my strength, how much it's taken to make so little of myself?
It's simple: you decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there is no further decision to make.
when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.
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